Firework : Because You Are A shinning Light

That is a song tittle sung by Katy Perry, was released years ago.

This morning, Sunday, Feb 25th, I was looking for a piece of motivation to boost my productivity. Yes, today is Sunday and I have to be productive. I have some works to do.

I am applying a scholarship to Brunei Darussalam,a nd this Wednesday, Feb 28th 16.00 is the latest time I can email my application.

When works are waiting, I am fighting my laziness, doing a procrastination. It might sound like a procast, but I am somehow tired. I am tired when I am close to the finish line.

I have to stand up. And fight for it.

I woke up early this morning, like before 5 AM. I did several things that should be my next priority, but I am trying to make myself productive deliberately eventho they are not what I should really do.

Then, I stumbled myself in front of my laptop screen, visited youtube.com and watched some motivation videos, hoping they could boost my motivation.

Then I remembered that I had a favorite song from Katy Perry. And I think, it would work.

You know, after few seconds the song was played, my warm tears streamed on my face. I was touched. I was motivated, I deserved to wash my emotions. I know sometimes I am down, less motivated, tired, burnt out of everything, look for motivations that I almost could find nowhere.

"Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper-thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?"

I cried instantly, I understand that I have to stand tall again, fight for my dream, conquer my weekend laziness, and be motivated.

"May be a reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt your heart will glow
And when it's time you'll know"

Success  is only for those who fight for it.
I would not stop.
Even though I will fall down again, I will raise up.





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